想念爸爸的拥抱

以前在家时 会常常‘强迫’爸爸抱我 哈哈
然后 Angel 和 King 就有以一种很可爱的眼神看我
因为他们也要我抱他们！！ 哈哈哈哈哈

幸福不是理所当然，但是幸福可以很简单

有一个正常的身体，有手，又脚，有头脑
你就很幸福了

有一个家抚育你长大，给你吃，给你喝，给你爱，
你就很幸福了

有一个可以读书的机会，
可以埋怨考试很难，功课很多，压力很多的时候，
你就很幸福了

每一个人都有不同的生活，没有必要把自己幸福的定义和别人的做比较
富人有富人的生活，穷人有穷人的生活。
不是只有在别人眼里看起来好的生活 才会幸福
只要知足常乐，常常怀着感恩的心 就会很快乐哦！！

嗯 其实我不懂为什么我要搞文艺
因为我本来要写 我很想念爸爸的拥抱 和 我是幸福的小孩 哈哈
爸爸的拥抱就是我最大的幸福
现在没有爸爸的拥抱 我也很幸福拉
因为我有爸爸的声音 lol
但是还有 20 天 我就能见到爸爸了 yeahhh

然后我真的觉得我很幸福
我没有倾国倾城的漂亮脸蛋
我也没有魔鬼的性感身材
我也没有全世界最聪明的脑袋

但是我有给我最多 最多爱的家人
我很感谢我能在一个充满爱的环境下成长


快乐是发自内心的，而不是外在的条件给我们的！
所以大家 不管发生什么事 都要快快乐乐哦！

                                                                                                                           31/10/2013

很紧张 很刺激

哈咯 大家 好久不见！本来要搞文艺 写一篇很唯美的文章 名字都取好了 叫 ‘被乌云遮住的彩虹’ 哈哈哈哈哈 可能最近头发长了 烦恼也变得比较多 希望大家有 get 到我的笑话！hahahhaha

好啦我真的觉得自己很疯癫，希望我未来的男朋友可以接受这样‘可爱’的我！哈哈哈哈哈 Ok，我觉得我离题离得很离谱！！其实我要写的是 我很紧张 紧张 因为梦想要实现了！！

我要去 Guatemala 了，倒数 25 天！我的天啊！！
真的感觉这个梦想不再是梦。。
我真的要去我的传播爱之探险之旅了。。
突然有种后悔的感觉。。
为什么我那么爱逞强。。
应该要脚踏实地一步一步来嘛，
应该从邻国开始嘛。。
好吧，没关系，只能说我和 Guatemala 可爱的小朋友比较有缘咯！！

但是我还是好紧张
本来觉得还好
现在想到要做 36 个小时的飞机就觉得怕怕！！
但是我懂我可以的！！
真的很谢谢支持我的家人朋友们！！
尤其是爸爸和干姐姐！！
我一定会好好照顾自己！
把我的爱一点都不剩的传给那里的小朋友！！

虽然开始很怕别人会指责我的行动
但是梦想就是要勇敢的争取不是吗？
只要我和我爱的人知道我做这件事的目的就好了！
我不应该想太多！
我能做这件事真的太幸运 太幸福了
我应该要想的是怎样把这件事做好
怎样回报支持我的人！
对了小倩儿 这样想就对了！！

所以 大家请祝福我平平安安的去，平平安安的回！
哈哈

Just do it!

Did my blood test today! Woohoo, I am a step closer to my dream now！Seriously I think I am a big girl now! I was not afraid of blood test anymore! My phobia of needle is getting smaller and smaller! clap clap for myself  By the way, the blood test is one of the preparations before I go to Guatemala! I still have to take a lot of injections after that.. finger cross I am strong enough so I can have less injections hahahhaha

                Will it be less painful if a handsome doctor do the injection for me? haha :p

So yea, 73 days to my 'Spread the LOVE to Guatemala' challenge (sorry for the fancy name, but I just love it. haha) I am excited for the challenge as usual. However, when this news spread through my family, it becomes a shocking news for them. Most of my family members do not agree with my decision. Most of the reasons are too risky, I cant handle it, too far away.. blah blah blah I understand that they are concern about my safety, and this is because they love me :)

But there are few reasons why I choose to volunteer in Guatemala:

First, volunteering in an undeveloped country is always my dream, and Guatemala is an undeveloped county. 

Second, as my first post mentioned, South Africa was my first choice, but sadly, they dont offer volunteer program at the end of the year. So, Guatemala became my choice. hehe

Third, actually I thought of going to Thailand too, but the programme fee for Guatemala is same as Thailand. So I thought why not choose America since the programme fee are the same, and I can explore the world too. It seemed like a good offer, and I was happy with my SMART decision. BUT I totally forgot about the flight ticket haha

I admit that my decision is a bit impulsive. Maybe I should start from country like Thailand or Vietnam, at least it is nearer to Malaysia and the culture might be similar,it might be easier for me to handle the situation. For Guatemala, it's not a familiar country to me, I don't have any knowledge  about their culture, language and even lifestyle. Is that place safe? What is the distance between Guatemala and Malaysia? What the air flight cost? What the time difference? How can I get there? I can't answer any of these questions when I decided to accept the offer. At that moment, I was just thinking that I want to do something special and memorable for my 21st... Thanks to the fabulous GVN team and Google, my questions are answered.

So, I have to fly 36 hours from Malaysia to Guatemala and transit in 2 countries, which is very exciting lol. Frankly speaking, I am a bit nervous and worry after I getting more and more research and details about Guatemala. But I never regret! I know this challenge will be one of my memorable life experiences. Somehow, I really glad that I made this decision without worried too much. And most importantly, I have a super supportive DADDY <3 He is the only man who encourage me and support me to pursue my dream! I really glad that I have the chance to take this challenge! 

Life is too short! Don't spend too much time to worry about something you really want to do! When you get the chance, don't be afraid of any obstacle, listen to your heart and JUST DO IT. 

  

                            You can do it! I can do it! We can do it!! Do it Do it!!!

做自己

做自己

感觉是一件很容易，很轻松的事

但是

在这世纪好像有点遥不可及

是我成熟了吗 是我看开了吗

每个人（大部分啦）好像都在带着面具做自己

不知不觉 我也好像给自己买了一面面具

有点难过 有点感伤

不明白为什么自己要买一面面具来遮掩自己的疮疤

为什么 为什么 为什么

我很怕人 很怕闲言闲语 很怕 很怕 

哎，小梁儿，你几时才肯把面具撕下呢？

带了面具

掩盖了你的美 你的心 你的真

带了面具

不能散播爱 原来很辛苦

哈哈哈哈哈 还是比较喜欢有能力散播爱的自己

小倩儿 要学习长大 看开 但是还要保持乐观

挑战 困难 是非 障碍 心结 一定会有的

你一定要勇敢的跨过它 这样子才是长大嘛！

这样子才更有能力散播爱

做自己也许给人的感觉比较傻比较笨比较蠢

但是自己还是自己

人家要笑 要讨厌 要看不起 是他们的事

我又没做错事 对不对

没有面具的负担很好很轻松很快乐

心要开开 才能吸收正能量 

倩倩儿 要记得真心 才能散播爱！！

要努力变成更好的人

成为有用的人

加油！！

大家，真的要做自己比较开心哦！！

每个人都是独一无二的！

给自己拍拍手吧！！

大家都是有用的人！！！

把面具撕掉吧！！！！

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

我的愿望是用我的真心搓破你的面具！！哈哈哈

大家都要 HAPPY :D

♥ Spread the L♥VE to Guatemala!!!!! :D ♥

So, I am going to announce something EXCITED in the end of the blog post!! YEAHHHH

I am turning to 21 year-old this year!! Woohooo!! In the beginning of the year I was thinking what should I do to make this year special and memorable, I was also thinking how should I celebrate my 21st birthday party. HAHA Don't know why, I just don't feel like having a birthday party this year or, in otehr words, celebrate my 21st birthday. I am not afraid of become older la k! Just have a feeling that I DONT WANT TO CELEBRATE IT! But, I always have a weird thought! I always think that 21-year-old is a cool age! I feel more mature and smart when I tell others I am 21! Like I am an adult now, I am big, I am 21 and call me JIE JIE!! hahaha So I think I really have to do something special when I turning to be 21!

                                    THINKING THINKING THINKING


Flash back to March. One night, I was insomnia. So what to do? Think about what can I do to make my 21 year old special loh! HAHA Suddenly, a thought popped into my head! I was like 'YES! THIS IS WHAT I REALLY WANT TO DO!!!!!!'

                         I WANT TO DO VOLUNTEER WORK IN SOUTH AFRICA!!!


I jumped up from the bed, turned on my computer and started my research! I found all sources of information, at that moment, I realized that there are so many organisation support us to do volunteer work in undeveloped country!! I was so happy! I take note to compare the differences between those organisations, like what program they offer, how much they cost, how it works etc..I applied to few programs to South Africa with different organisations, praying that I can got an offer from any one of the organisation. Disappointingly, South Africa does not offer volunteer work during end of the year :c. I felt down a bit, but very soon, I started my research again!


My second option was America. At last I applied the Childcare and Orphanage Project, in Guatemala (Central America),under Global Volunteer Network (GVN). DANG DANG Few days later, I received an email from GVN, with the lovely tittle "WELCOME TO THE GUATEMALA PROGRAMME"!!! Woohooo I got it!! I can go to Guatemala for volunteer work!! I quickly gave my dad a phone call, and told him the good news. My dad was very shocked, he never thought that I was that serious in the volunteer work. On the other hand , I was overwhelmed by the happiness, I kept telling my dad how this gonna work, how I can spread the love to the kids in Guatemala, how can I change the world etc etc hahahahhaha But, I got really little response from my dad, maybe he was just too surprised and shocked. It didn't seems like a good news for him at that time. Anyway, I was SO SO SO HAPPY that time, I had so much passion and I ready to spread the LOVE to Guatemala, of course I was really grateful to have the opportunity to challenge myself!

Kids is Guatemala!! They are so cute :D and they are waiting for my love ♥♥ hahaha

La Anigua, I will do my volunteer work in this little town

Guatemala!!

HAHA So guys, I am here to announce: I am going to Guatemala for volunteer work, from 22nd of Nov to 21st of Dec. I will keep my blog update as I want to record everything I have experienced while preparing myself to Guatemala!

                               I want to spread my LOVE to Guatemala!! Woohoo :D
                                     SuperGirl is going to be SUPER! YEAHHHH

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信心是生命的力量！

哈哈 又是一个失眠的夜晚！最近都睡不好，好难过啊，嗯，正确来说应该是下午睡太多，晚上都睡不着！哈哈 自作自受 loll 最近的心情起伏好大啊 大到我都不认识我自己 大到我都不敢见人了 hhahahha 好啦 没有那么夸张 haha

但是一路来很幸运的我，还是那么幸运！！！才刚刚开始我的低潮期，我又要开始自 high 了！哈哈 哎哟，人嘛 就是要给自己拍拍手，鼓励鼓励，生活才会开心，才能散播爱阿！！有时候真地很爱 阅读，没有错，我很爱阅读，哈哈 很喜欢被文字启发的感觉，那种感动是从心里散发出来的，很温暖，很踏实，很真！但是很多时候我都很懒 哈哈 小小的惭愧。。

对了 我要说我很幸运是因为在这个辗转难眠，要以泪洗脸( hahahahha) 的夜晚，突然一个念头，把我从温暖的被窝拉起来，从书橱随手拿了一本书来看！看了几页，睡意都消失拉，正能量完完全全的回来啦！！！！！！！！！！！ Yeahhhhhhhhh 就这样 我很开心，心情很激动 想要打 Blog lol

很喜欢书里写的，

“不要因为惧怕而嘲笑而变成一个懦夫。面对流言蜚语，要奋勇向前！当你尽了最大的努力却还没有成功时，不要放弃，只要继续努力或开启另一个计划就行了！”

亲爱的大家，不要为了迎合着世界，而把自己给弄不见了！！要勇敢的做自己，每天学习，每天进步，每天都要做个有用的人！！每一天 都要努力 努力 在努力！！

我会记得我的目标！！脚踏实地 天天都要进步！！

大家一起加油！！ Yeahhhh :D

31052013 之睡不着篇。

哈哈 就突然心血来潮想来写写东西，整理自己的情绪。一直觉得部落格是一个很神奇，美妙，可爱的地方。很喜欢三不五时逛逛朋友和美女的部落格！ 哈哈哈哈 每一篇 blog post 有着自己独特的想法，每一篇文章都带来不一样的感觉！很喜欢被文章启发的感觉，我想这就是文字的厉害吧！一直有一个梦想，希望自己的故事也可以 inspire 别人，给别人希望，阳光和满满的爱！哈哈哈哈哈 现在是早上4点钟，又是一个失眠的夜晚，请原谅我这个有点自以为是的梦 哈哈哈 但是我还是相信 说不定某一天我还是可以达成自己的梦想！！恩，虽然一夜没睡，但是我还是清醒的！！！！

话说最近常常失眠，为什么列？因为常常在不对的时间睡觉，在不对的时间醒来！！哈哈 自作自受！

距离 10 个小时，有一个 group presentation. 这是我人生第一次为一个真真存在的公司，拟一份 marketing plan proposal. 我很幸运有一个很 smart 的 group, 他们很不幸的，有一个什么都不会只会傻笑的 member! 哈哈哈哈  Anyway, 他们的厉害 compensate 我的不足，所以我们还是写了一份很棒！棒！！棒！！！ 的 proposal ！！接下来，就是我们的show time, PRESENTATION ！我们抱着满满的热诚和信心，希望我们可以进阶 Top 5, 最好是成为 WINNER 啦！！ hahahah 为了这个 presentation, 我还小小的减肥了一下，因为要套进一间看起来很 formal and professional 的裙子！哈哈 因为我成功的套进去了，所以我相信我们的 group presentation 也一定可以很成功！很奇怪的逻辑，但是就觉得 WE CAN ROCK THIS! hahahaha

恩，我很想结尾了，但是不懂要怎样结尾。。哈哈哈哈哈

希望我们的 presentation 很成功！！顺利的进阶 Top 5！！

Tee hee

Ok, I have no idea why I put TEE HEE as my blog title! haha probably watch too much nigahiga lol. Anyway, I realized that it is so hard to blog, because I have nothing to write! haha How come those bloggers have so much to share arrrrr!!! 打从心底佩服他们！lol Maybe my life is too boring :c Nah nah nah, I think my life is still quite interesting, although there is nothing much in New Zealand. hehe At least, I still have bunch of friends to play with, although I always disappointing them. Sorry to everyone that I ffk-ed before. Hopefully I can change my bad habits!! People please forgive me..

I wish I can use Chinese to blog! It is so hard to blog in English! Arrrrrrrr

Actually, did a reading and realized that trustworthiness is very important! A people who fail to keep their words will be alone eventually!! They have no friends, because everyone hate them and no one want to play with them again!! Friends occupy a large proportion of my life! I do not want to be alone, 我要大家跟我玩！haha

Trustworthiness is also one of the fundamental elements to success!! For example, a successful business have to keep their promise to the customers. Everyone does not like business who lie, because we feel betrayed. People who keep their promise will give people 安全感。People are tend to work with those people and then it is really good! lol Besides that, people who are able to keep their words have more self-discipline compare to those who can't. This is because they will complete what they have promised to themselves and thus they can achieve their goal easily.

So so so TRUSTWORTHINESS is really important! Frankly speaking, I don't like people who fail to keep promise! Those people are self-fish!! Wasting others time, neglecting others love. Yeaaa but I am one of those self-fish people :c *guilty* I will change my bad habit, use my time wisely and be a good girl with trustworthiness!!

最后还是忍不住写华语！哈哈哈 hmm, 我要守信用，珍惜每个人对我的爱！世事无常阿，要守住对自己和对大家的承诺！！每一天都要过的有意义！！
大家，不要让自己身边的人不高兴了！！大家一起做个守信用的人吧！！ :D


  

Super Girl is back.

Hello everyone! I'm back!! haha So.. Yes.. I want to blog again! hehe Not sure how long the determination will last for but yeaaa.. just want to do what I can do for now! Ok, the main reason that I want to blog again so badly *DRUM ROLLLLL* is because i want to improve my English. Haha feel so embarrassing that my English is still bad like shit even I have came to NZ for 2 years. HAHAHA. So I think I need more practice, writing practice, speaking practice, listening practice whatever practice with ENGLISH. I believe practice make perfect, as long as I practice.....haha

Beside that, I realizes that words have so much power! I often get motivated and inspired by reading at someone's blog. It helps me a lot and I really appreciate that. When I read a good blog post, I feel that buddha is beside me and I am surrounded by LOVE! haha It changes my emo mood like one second, my world is fulled with colour then! Sometimes good blog post entertain me as well! haha I feel so happy and bliss when reading pretty bloggers' blog :D and I get motivation to on diet! HAHAHHAH
Maybe one day my blog can cheer someone, in sometime, at somewhere too! hehe

By the way, I want to complaint that it's very hard to find a pretty blog skin and make it fit with your blog!!! :C I spend so much time  working on the blog skin! Almost want to give up at the end! LOLL Actually, I expected my blog skin will be colourful, full with cute cartoons that grab everyone attention! But I just can't find what I want :C Anyway, I still like my dreamfeel-star-blogskin and the ' I see you' mouse! haha

Ta-daaaa -- Supergirl with the Easter chocolate!! Say HELLO! hehe

Okay, I think that's it for today!! Hopefully I can blog more!!haha. Have a nice day everyone!! Thanks for reading! Enjoy. Last but not least, my style, CLAP CLAP CLAP !!! Tee-hee :D